When do things happen..

They say things happen
When you least expect it,
So how do you do that?
Consciously?
Yet you try,
To not expect, willfully,
And you discover the difference,
Between expecting
And just thinking..


So now you are not expecting,
Consciously,
Just thinking,
But The problem with thinking constantly,
Is the chance of forgetting now and then..
And you discover the difference
Between thinking about something,
And just keeping it in memory,..

So you are not thinking now,
Consciously..
Just keeping in memory,
But the problem with keeping in memory
Is the obvious,
And thus, in one of those dementing paroxysms,
You lose it..

And now that something finally happens..
Perfect! cos you least expected..

Also,
Now you least wanted….

So,
Should I rewrite the first line..?